Just one of those days

Its just one of those days when youre at home relaxing and thoughts begin to run through your mind. Im starting to second guess the relationship that Im in. It just seems like Im the only one putting in an effort to make things work. I guess I should explain a bit. It is kinda a long distance relationship. We live on separate islands but the plane ride is only 35 minutes long. In the beginning he called and texted all the time and would make me feel his love. Now days Im lucky if we talk/text once a day. Sorta sucks that he is okay with it. I just dont know whats going on now days..