Back at it again..

Cant believe its been over 2 years since my last posting. Way to long. Some things have changed and some are still the same. I, excited about what 2017 will bring. New doors are opening to exciting new adventures for myself and my daughter.

Enjoying a nice quiet lunch.

Here's to another weekend filled with leotards.. Every weekend is spent with at least 6 hours of gymnastics practice for my daughter and me watching for the chairs. I love to watch her master old skills and.learn new ones. At the same time she is learning about hardwork commitment and team work. Yes there are some not so fun times and we have dealt with injuries too but this kid's drive to be great at what she loves is inspiring to me and pushes me to reach for my goals and dreams.. 

What a day off...

What a day it was. Got up late so entail the little one was late for school cause traffic was so bad.. I dont understand why its so hard for people in this state to drive in rain.. People its just rain... After dealing with all of that craziness came home to get ready to head out to my Mammogram that I have put off for 4yrs. What was suppose to be only just over an hour appt took 3 hours. Im not going to lie I started to get a little worried. Just gotta wait for the results from my dr in a couple of days.

Hopefully I can sneak in a short nap before the craziness of homework dinner and things start up..

xoxo

Day 2

Well my day started off in staffing which wasn't so bad. It was a great change from the cave. Needed the break big time. Sometimes all the negativity gets to be very overwhelming.  On the plus size I ate less crap and got a ride home from Lauren. Although I would have enjoyed the bus ride home too. Now I'm enjoying a evening home with Tya watching the goonies. 😊

Here's to a new year!

Heres to a start of the new year which mean a chance to start new things. Kinda like a clean slate. 

I'm going to start it off by attempting to start every day with a positive additude no matter how bad it is. Always looking for the silver lining in every storm cloud that lays ahead.  

Second making a commitment to myself to write a blog everyday. Long short no matter as long as I write something. I want to be able to understand myself a bit better.

And lastly making three small short term goals and one long term goal. 

So here's to the new year. 

S

The start of a new chapter

Well so far the start of this new chapter is going pretty well. I think I'm really going to like this change. Let's just hope the rest of the day goes well. 

That Aha moment...

It only took 8 years but I finally had that Aha or should I say WTF was I thinking moment. After spending some time with an ex I finally saw what everyone else saw and was trying so hard to tell me over the pass 8 years. It hit me like a bolt of lighting. I saw how rude, disrespectful, self-centered, dirty and immature he truly is. I guess I was totally blinded by my feelings and me trying so desperately trying to keep my family together.

Thank you lord for giving me the strength to walk away when I did 2 1/2 years ago and for opening my eyes to realize that now he is no longer my problem. Its all hers now. I wish her the best of luck with their relationship...

I can say that I have truly forgiven him for all the hurt that he has caused in my life but I wouldn't forget. its a lesson learned the hard way, but it has made me a stronger person because of it!